2011? My name is Aubri

So there is nine more hours of 2010. Holy flip.



My resolution(s) you ask?



1) Be 115 lbs, awkward? Yes.

2) Do not procrastinate

3) Get either 7'6" or 8 ft in polevaulting

4) Write 3 songs on the piano

5) Get my permit and license


I'm glad 2010 is almost over, it's been rough. But hey, what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger. I hope everyone has a wonderful New Years celebration. Go party, but not too much...

I'm gonna give all my secrets away...

Not Really. That's just in the song "Secrets" by OneRepublic ("It's too late to apologize, it's too laaaate *eh eh*"...recognize them?)

So a lot has been on my mind but there is really nothing to write about.

2011 is literally around the corner...it's pretty crazy!! It's weird to think that I'll be a senior next year and be graduating to NAU or BYU in 2012...which according to my calculations....is the next year!

2010 has been good to me. The trials were worth it, I've grown so much from them. I don't care what people think of me anymore, I've healthier and I look past people's mistakes. I just don't honestly care anymore (well I care about life still...I'm not suicidal- I pinky swear). I love my friends more and more each day and boys don't have cooties!!! I'm 16 now, so I have to say that. :) I love you all and I am so thankful for the many laughs we've had.

Cur-is-mus

Clothes

DAVID ARCHULETA CHRISTMAS CD *drool*

Eclipse poster and movie

Money :)

Despicable Me -WOO!-

Itunes card

Scripture markers AND stickers (Chyeah be jealous!)

CANDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D

Oh....drum roll please....

A LAPTOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh happy day!!

11 hours

In exactly 11 hours...

Santa will be flying with his reindeer (Dasher, Dancer, Prancer, Donner, Blitzen, Cupid, Comet, Vixen and Rudolph.... in case, you didn't know.) to each of our houses.

I don't know about you buuuut I'm pretty excited.

Their gone!!

Well, my two teeth are officially gone! On Tuesday, I spent the whole day pacing and waiting for 3 to come. And of course, it did. My dad came and we drove to my dentist, I sit there...almost about to burst into tears. "What if the numbing doesn't work?" "How badly do the shots hurt?" blah blah blah. We pull up and I'm taking ginormous breaths. Oh bytheway, my dentist is legit and amazing in everyway. Anywho, so he can obviously tell that I'm terrified of shots. So he puts numbing gel everywhere BEFORE he puts the shot in. What a nice guy.

By the time the shots begin, I'm totally calmed down. When he was putting it in the roof of my mouth, I BARELY felt it.

Don't I look HOT? :)

Wanna see something gross??

Hahahahaha! I warned you!

These were in my face, yeah...I bled a lot.

No more tuesdays...or no more tomorrow.

There's explanation. I promise.

After tomorrow, I will no longer have 2 of my teeth. I will be numb-ified and then they will hook me up to a four wheel and blast up the speed and before they do that, they'll tie me down so this will be effective...but anywho, then POP! The teeth will be YANKED out of my skull.

Oh joy.

-insert hysterical cry here-

I turned into a little kid for about....a whole night.

Last night...or would it be this morning? Well anywho, about 3:30am I woke up from literally the most terrifying dream I've ever had. And i'm seriously not joking. I woke up and I didn't move cause I felt like I was going to be attacked. It was dark (well duh) and I was shaking, I didn't know what to do! So I sang a couple primary songs out loud, then a couple hymns and then I said a prayer...well, it didn't really help. Well it did because I asked what to do and I had a feeling I should go to my parent's room. I'm still shaking right? Right. So I book it to my parent's room and I wake up my dad, I burst into tears. I ask if we can go read scriptures and/or if he could give me a blessing annnnnnd if I could sleep in the bed with them. By my heavy breathing and crying voice, my mom is now wide awake. My dad is very confused, "Can we just say a prayer?" He gives me a hug and now I'm practically hysterically crying. So we go down on our knees and we all pray and then I hop into bed with them. I literally cuddle with my mom and she rubs my back for about 30 minutes. But I'm not tired, I'm terrified...my heart is still racing and every noise I hear, I feel like I'm about to get eaten...but I wasn't. Because I was in between my mom AND my dad.

Double Whammy.

I love my parents.

Just The Way You Are - Bruno Mars Piano Cover

Besides Jon Schimidt, he is my hero also. I need to learn this song!!!!!

Oh look, there's a knife in my back...

So today was one of those days where one thing goes wrong...

...and then another thing happens...

......and then your told something else.....

.........THHHEEENNN something breaks........

.............and then people look at you funny.........

Well, I hope you get my drift.

I'm thankful for those people in my life who let me cry into their laps, go along with it and rub my back, who stick up for me, who hug me and threaten me to smile, who want to talk about what's going wrong and would do anything in the world to fix it, and those who know who I am and what I stand for.

I feel like my friends are literally my second family...my brothers and sisters, I would do anything for them because they all deserve it and so much more!

So, here's my explanation for that deep-ocity: today was like getting kicked in the shins with a steel tipped boot. We had a choir performance at an old people rotary golf club, I was upset before buuuut of course, from the explanation before, it gets worse. So I cannot contain my stinkin' tears afterwards, and I'm thankful that Livvy and Liz Gunnell were right there because....well....I really didn't want to look crazy. I just burst...literally... But that was when I realized that holy crap, I'm loved. I get yelled at on the bus and 3 of the people sitting by us back me up from Honor Choir. Heck yes. I appreciate those people so much...

Then I have this one friend who literally knows what to do whenever a girl is sad (he's a boy) and he's good at it!!!!!! I was bombarded by hugs by him. Bless you sir.

Also the posts on FB can actually really help you out with life. Some of my Honor Choir buddies posted some things that made me smile in about 1 millisecond.

So yeah, friends are amazing. Pick them wisely though!!! :)

Winter Formal.

Joy. Comedy. Explosion of Happiness.

Yeah, that sums up Saturday.

Okay, the beginning of Saturday starts off like this; panic...pure, sweet panic. Being THAT nervous probably took second place on "Aubri's Nervous-ness Scale." I got the bout and it turned out BEAUTIFULLY by the way. My sister did my hair and it turned out gorgeous!

And then, I was on my way to Olivia's house so we could start picking up our dates. That was the moment I started, literally, shaking. We pull up to Todd's house first and Livvy goes inside. Jessica and I are still in the car, I ask Jessica if we can say a prayer that we can calm down. So we do, it sorta works. We pull up to Jacob's house, and that's when I start shaking again. (Don't

ask why, because I honestly have no idea why.) I go into his house...let's just say I epicly FAILED at putting that darn bout on him. I guess since I was shaking so badly, that didn't help

too much. I'm glad Sis. Peterson was bout "savvy" and saved me from further embarrassment :)

We then headed off to pictures (I'll have those up once I get them) and let's just say, Jacob and I know how to simply make each other laugh. "Poop". Are you laughing? You should, because it's funny. But of course, that wasn't the only thing. But prayers work! I seriously was so happy and felt completely comfortable. We also probably quoted about 6 movies....yeah, be jealous!

Then we were headed back to Olivia's for the most heavenly dinner EVER! And it was absolutely gorgeous!! Jacob was so polite and made sure I was okay...even though I asked him. Um, best date ever? Indeed. After dinner, we all had a change of plans before we went to the dance. Temple Lights!!! And we had 2 missionary experiences (SCORE!) and we even watched a missionary blow our minds with magic. Legit. We also looked at the Nativity displays and the Book of Mormons, and I was surprised of how many people were there on their Winter Formal dates. Psh? Dance? I'm going to the Temple. :)

Well, so much for that witty last sentence. Because we ended up going to the dance for about an hour and a half. But it was bloody hot! And Jacob was in a sweater pull over so that explains it, but it was so much fun!! But before we arrived to the gym...I witnessed something in the car that broke my heart. *sigh* My corsage broke! And then it broke even more at the dance!!! I felt SOOOOO bad!!!! It was SO gorgeous and amazing in every way...and then it just died!

After the dance, we went to Jenni's house for dessert (chocolate cake). Heaven!!! And Jacob needed to be home by 11:30 so we loaded up and drove everyone home.

Now, TODAY. (Tuesday) Jacob is doing an Eagle Scout Project where he needs donations of toys, jackets, jeans...the whole sha-bang. I had like a bunch of books so I text him asking if that's alright and he says heck yes. :) I get home from school and then it's about 9:30ish (it's like 10:30pm now) when he comes by with his sister Hannah (who I adore in every way) to pick the books up. Earlier he told me he had something to give me...hmmm....(Oh, just you wait.) Anywho, fast forward! He comes to my door...this kid bought me ANOTHER corsage. Another, brand spankin' new corsage.

Seriously?!

I just adore life right now and him and his sister and my friends and...yeah. Holy FAH-LIPPIN' cow! I'm still in a happiness shock. Who goes out of their way, even when Winter Formal is already done, to go buy something for someone else to make up for what happened?? (Well, Jacob. But still.) I'm absolutely happy and joyful in every way right now. Is it obvious? :)

Excited??? ehh, a little ;)

So. Today is December 1st. Which means, 24 more days til CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!

And 3 more days til WINTER FORMAL!!!! You have NO idea, absolutely NOOOO idea how nervous I am. And I'm going with one of the coolest, amazing people I know....why am I so nervous? Hmm...the thoughts of wardrobe malfunctions, spilling food on myself, completely embarrasing myself on my first dance worries me just a tad. But I am super DUPER excited to go with him (Jacob Peterson). And my group of epic-ocity consists of Livvy and Todd, Jenni and Randall, and Jessica and Nick. Holy flip it's gonna be FUN!!!

Our Christmas tree is up and runnin'!! We have about 7 presents under it so far....yeah, I'm JOYFUL!

I tried out for a quartet solo group thing in choir on Monday...I almost died. But that builds character, yes? I didn't get it because I'm a junior and maybe for other reasons but psh, if I got it. I would have SERIOUSLY died.