Confession Tuesday

Guess what today is!!

TUESDAY!

Which means that I have to confess some weird stuff...hmmm...

Sometimes I will just be standing or sitting somewhere, and I have this sensation where everything is going fast. Literally. If I hear music during these weird things, I can't listen to it because I feels like it goes WAY too fast. Or if my mom is talking to me, I have to go into the other room and it has to be completely silent. No joke!! It stinks when I'm in class and I can't tell the teacher to just stop, so I get incredibly dizzy and sick to my stomach. YAY? But yes, this is literal. Not like when a relationship goes to fast, it's like "Whoa whoa, hold up. Too fast."

It stinks.

ANYWHO!

Another confession, I have seen all the Lord of the Rings so many times to the point I can mouth the words DURING the movie.

All. 3. movies.

No biggy.

I can't wait for 3 days!!!

Guess where I am going to be in 3 days?

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Where the sun shines ever so gorgeously and generously?

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Where the weather is positively perfect?

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Where the funnest theme parks live?

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C A L I F O R N I A

This impatience curse I have is killing me. Anywho, Honor Choir is going to California on the 28th. I'm SO FLIPPIN' EXCITED!!! We are leaving at 12:00am on Thursday (I'm not too joyful about that) and we are going STRAIGHT to Six Flags/Magic Mountain/I'm gonna die Land. It doesn't really make any sense because we are going to be screaming our heads off and the next 2 days, we have festivals and concerts to sing at. "Don't scream too much!" says Noble. HAH. That's like asking a...a... I don't know. You get the picture.

But we get to go to a pier and the beauty of all that stuff! And at one of our festivals, ERIC WHITACRE WILL BE THERE! (Aubri, whose that?!) Go look him up, words cannot describe him.

I'm super excited to just leave school and be "stress free". I have TERRIBLE senioritis right now, and I'm only a Junior. BAD!

I'm so thankful for the seniors that I've made friends with because without them, I would probably quit Honor Choir.

Say what?!

Surprise birthday party, say what?!

I LOVE parties.

Mindy Gledhill themed also, that just makes my heart happy!

It was for Steven Ellsworth and he is the big 1-8!

LEGAL!

Weird.

Anywho, I'm so thankful for those that include me and hold me up when I'm about to collapse.

This week has just been, "poopy". Yes, I just used that word. Full of tears and confusion, blah blah blah. But I continue to have support and love. I love and adore my friends.

Guess who has two HOT (not really) dates for today ANNND tomorrow?

Me!!

Confession Tuesday, squared

Yeah, last Wednesday I realized, "Dang, yesterday was Tuesday."

CONFESSION NUMERO UNO (that's my spanish for today)

I cannot STAND make up.

Whenever someone would put it on me, I would feel nausea and death.

I HHAAATTEE, hate hate hate, LOATHE entirely make up.

I mean, come on.

It is nasty and repulsive and it smells NASTY.

I also can't stand nail polish.

The smell gives me nose bleeds and I can't eat anything after smelling it.

And I just look stupid with it anyways,

why bother wearing something if it makes my life miserable?

(DEEP.)

CONFESSION NUMBER TWO (English rocks)

Whenever I have a bagel for breakfast, I toast it then butter it and then put it in the microwave for 12 seconds. Not 15. or 11.

12 seconds.

I won't eat it if it hasn't been in the microwave.

It just tastes weird when it's not boiling hot.

Happy Days are Here Again...

So I don't know why.

But I'm extremely happy.

Have you ever had those RANDOM days?

I mean, I had a test in Math.

I have a C (79.7 I think) in English.

Someone asked me if I gained weight today (nope, jerk)

I have 5,000,000 things due during these next two weeks.

My last track meet is on Wednesday.

My allergies are RIDONKULOUS!

I almost murdered a few IB kids.

But I'm happy.

I don't get it! I'm not on drugs (I don't think I am at least). I guess that's what the Lord gives you after a couple weeks of heck. I'm so grateful for the many things in my life...

MUSIC

Where would I be without music in my life? I'd probably be one of the anti-social IB kids...definitely not what I want to be. I would be insane without the piano there to help me vent out my problems and to express my feelings.

FRIENDS

Holy. Moly. My friends are better than yours. They inspire me so much! And they are hackin' hilarious. They scream and belt songs with me and I'm not embarrassed to sing that loud and that horribly. They believe in me when others don't. I'll give you two examples out of the infinite amount of things they do for me; Jacob Peterson is practically my therapist, I honestly don't know how he deals with me. He knows what to say and how to help me with my lame problems! Now, Bethany Cluff. Or BETANEE. We are two of a kind; we scream songs and talk in horrible Spanish when we get excited. Yes, when we're excited. Tienes una problema? I'm going to miss her so much when she graduates. :( One more? Ok ok ok, NATALIE LEWIS. When you hear that name, you should have thought "Wow, she sounds beautiful, selfless, amazing and hilarious and talented and lovely in every way." Did you think of that? You did? Ok, you're not extremely stupid :)

FAMILY

My family is AMAZING. Like, you have no idea. Do you talk randomly in Spanish with your family? Before you go to bed, do you lay down with your mom and sing songs together in the dark? Do you have imaginary gun fights with your dad? Do you cry with your dad? No?

exactly.

There are so many other things but I'm tired. All this happiness is exhausting me, in a good way of course.

These are a few of my favorite things...

I love my Aunt Nettie so much. She gave this to me because I loooooove, love love love, LOVE Julie Andrews and so does she!

Pelvic thrust

Awkward?

of course.

But you know the name you should be thinking of right now when I say "Pelvic Thrust?"

Michael. Jackson.

Yes. We are singing "Thriller" for Honor Choir.

There it is. THE Pelvic Thrust.

I get to have the opportunity to be a zombie, I'm in a group with there own choreography!

I was even told that I had a really good pelvic thrust (thank you?)!

The first time I heard this song was when I was in dance when I was like...8. And I told my mom, "Her voice is really weird." Of course, then I got the talk and my eyes were opened (just kidding).

Jacob Peterson and I even had an imaginary zombie fight. Yes. Check that off my bucket list. He ripped off his arm and started beating me with it! I couldn't take that! So I ripped off my leg and hopped while beating him. It was grand.

A really awesome Thursday? SAY WHAT?!

Confession Tuesday

I have a confession.

You better not laugh.

Okay, you can laugh.

If I could marry anyone in the world at this very moment...

It would be Bert, from Mary Poppins.

Isn't he adorable?!